Strange, oh so strange
When it feels better being alone
You accept there is nobody else and set it in stone
And then you, came along
Your reflection was so sad and strong
You made me believe once again that I could be wrong.

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Feelings come and go and change daily. We shouldn’t make decisions based solely on the way we feel

big fake smiles and stupid lies.

i feel like blogging tonight

i’m gonna throw rants like it’s my civil right. loljk. so how’s this day? nothing much. uhm twas tiring, indeed. just had a talk with my D-group mates. i missed them a lot. hah. clingy friend right here. i just love sharing my problems and laughing hard with them. quite sad, we’re incomplete. still okay tho :) had fun with the girls and other friends at church awhile ago. sooo yeah. thats it.

btw, i missed writing some personal posts :( its been months since the last.

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I thought I saw a sign’
Somewhere between the lines
Or maybe it’s me, maybe I only see what I want

When I’m with you, there’s no worries

When I’m with you, there’s no shame

When I’m with you, I’m secure

We choose to live against the grain

They could say we lack the progress

They could say that we’re a mess

They could say we’ll never make it

I know we’re better than their test

And I don’t hear them anyway

So take my nervous hand and we can take a stand. We don’t have to live by their demands, yeah. I never thought life could be like this. I never thought

All this distance 
Years of sweet resistance 
Swirling over head 
Like angry clouds of discontent 

missing you terribly.

Sometimes we have thoughts that even we don’t understand. Thoughts that aren’t even true - that aren’t really how we feel - but they’re running through our heads anyway because they’re interesting to think about. —Hannah Baker (13 Reasons Why. Cassette 4: Side B)

you’re more than enough.

it’s complicated

We used to be the beginning and the end
Not a footnote that you suspend
When will I ever find my own
To be the melody in someone else’s song

I should have known ‘cause I almost had it right
Now left in the middle of the night
Waiting for my blessing from above
I’m hopelessly in love

Stoplights blinking on and on
The moon shines brighter than the sun
I can’t tell where I belong
If I belong at all

Good times just beyond the hill
But heartbreak is bad enough to kill
So you decide to just stand still and time fades away

How am I supposed to read your mind?
How am I supposed to even try?
How am I supposed to say what I had to say
When you shy away, when you shy, shy away.

When you disobey, the battle is yours . But when you obey, the battle is God’s.

this is what He taught me today. Praise God.